Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I am Knowing

Life looks so different today... My responses to people and situations are much more observant than reactive. Is this the light? Is this the new paradigm? I am learning that the energy I expel from moment to moment has an immediate and sometimes extreme affect on my outward experiences. I can't help but notice the direct results of my thinking as they come back so quickly in outer form. But the thought of immediate manifestation can also be intriguing; exciting me to make more of a conscious creation with my thoughts, feelings and physical responses and how I am continuously creating my life.

So I am observing the liquidness of this moment that seems to be pacifying me to not ‘do’ anything, but to simply be in agreement with a higher flow of energy that is always present. If I just stop and acknowledge my feelings, I get a sense of worthiness for my being here. I feel my God self commanding my breath and drinking in the energy. And it’s okay. It is then that I realize that I have been holding my breath and I realize that I have been afraid to be here now. With every breath, my balance and power returns to me and I remember that I am God/Spirit operating in this physical space and I have a Divine right to be here.

Now I am suddenly seeing things that have always been there. But this time my eyes see the beauty and the gift of each intentional gift/memory that was placed there most often without thought. It is in this moment of pure breath that I feel gratitude and I am knowing that I am truly blessed with the gift of life.

My cat, Siam, leisurely and so elegantly strolls by my computer monitor pausing momentarily to stretch in a yoga pose for my eyes to see. It is with these new eyes that I see and appreciate life and the beauty of an instant. When I allow the light to permeate my being, I am opening to receive the gift of many precious moments. Thank you, God! More please.

Thank you for the reminder that the only life essential is to hold dear my relationship with self and others. You are precious and I cherish my relationship with you! You relentlessly keep me going when I forget to bless myself.

Love,
Dianne Fresquez, President/CEO
For Heaven's Sake - New Age, Inc.
www.forheavensake.com
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